

I still love you. I still miss you. You're still the one that will come into my mind when I wake up every morning. I still remember the smell from your clothes, I miss the smell. You always say that when i need you, you will be there but you are not there for me last night. I know that you will not come find me but still I want to try the 0.01 %.When I found out the truth, the reason why didnt you come to meet me, I am disappointed, I didnt expect you to lie to me.
I went to salon to do my hair, I love my new highlight of my colour. I bet the reason why the hairsylist would choose copper colour for my highlight is because he can see from my face expression that I am sad. Haha, or maybe he overheard my phone conversation. He said ' I will choose the copper colour for you. so that you will looks more happy and fresher.' Since I do not have a clear mind, I cant make decision, I let him do whatever he want to do for my hair, whatever he said, I just agree with it.
Ming Siang have been asking me to go Wavehouse party since morning, so I called Jordan and Wei bin to go with me. Sorry guys, it is the first time Siu Wai is so unsteady. I asked them to go with me, in the end, I bombed them. Then around 7pm, Ming Siang still sent msg to persuade me to go, he offer free ticket for me. So around 8pm, I decided to go, I use lass than 20 mins to change and makeup. Then went to meet Raehanna @ Jurong. She hugged me tightly when she saw me, she says she love my hair, I love my hair too. According to Amony, new hair colour, new lifestyle :) Oh ya, initially I actually asked Eleanor to go with me but too bad she is busy.
Then meet Jordan and Kenneath @ Vivo, since we missed the last tram service to Sentosa. We took cab in. I would like to apologise to Ming Siang cause he waited for me @ taxi station for 40 mins as I promised to arrive lastest by 10.30pm, yet 11pm I still havent there.
Haha, when I reached there, I got this depressed look in my face and the guys is trying to cheer me up, I cant join them cause my heart is with him. Haha, then they say just because I am moody, the more I should forget everything and relax to play. I tried for about 20 mins? And I stopped. I went to the corner, watched the fight. Haha, I laughed when I see the hyper face from the guys. The girls on stage were damn hot and there is this girl that asked me and Raehanna to go up the stage.Afterall, the best clubbing place that I love the most is still Zirca. The pathway from Wavehouse to Taxi station was damn far, Ming Siang sent us there. Haha, Jing Teck and wei Bin were not there to piggy back me sia :(
Raehanna was caring, she went to 7-11 to buy food for me. When Raehanna was at 7-11, Ming Siang talked to me and trying to cheer me up. Haha, we were at taxi stand but there was a group of ang moh guys that stopped the cab, lucky the driver stopped infront of us and ignored them.
I wanted to give you a goodbye kiss but I cant, sorry.I am glad to know you :) Thanks for the night, ticket and etc, sorry that because of me, you didnt enjoy much :)
I would like to thank all my besties for being there to cheer me up, talk to me :) I made a big mistake but I didnt regret for it.

I love you deeply, I treat our relationship seriously. I read your message over and over again and I cry whenever I look at it, I am not as brave as what you think of me. I am running away from fact.
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