Jin Hui & Shu wei waited for me to end work outside the staff entrance, shocked to see them there, of cause I am touched :P Thanks !!!! I love you all !!! Thanks for the double surprises :)

I can forget about you at this moment yet I can miss you terribly for the next few seconds :( I force myself to be cold to you so that I can get over you soon but yet I don't like to see you reply me coldy. I know is ironic. You always said i treat other guys better than you, so you rather be my best friend.

Do you know that ----I still love you? 

I am glad that my feeling for you still haven't fade yet <3. I am surprised when you  asked me to morning call you.

Had a great time with Pei Ling and Syam today @ Starbucks,Syam was complaining why didn't I buy drinks from Starbucks, since he offered to treat me, haha, cause starbucks didnt sell the Espirit soda that I want, so I just went to buy a can of Ice Lemon tea. I bought a slipper for my bao bei, then bought some CNY stuff for my house, bought cookies also, one box costs 18 bucks, haha, as a promoter, i am able to persuade Pei ling to buy a box of cookies also. Then when we were  testing the cookies. Got one Aunty said Pei Ling and I look alike, she thought both of us are sisters, :P happy to hear that :) then pei ling told me when I was away, the aunty praise me that I am pretty in front of her. Got one male customer told his son ' Give this bell back to Aunty', sad to hear that, told my colleagues about it, haha, all laughed. I just realise that Tangs Promoter should not wear skirts, no wonder supervisor stare @ me yet they didn't complain about me.

By the way, my family loves to trick me with all those weird thingy that my bro in law bought. They put those fake mouse into my bag, then placed a box at the living room, according to my maid, the box already placed at there for a few days, waiting for me to open, when I opened, there was this frog that shoot water out, anyway my family members are cute :) Is a little suprise from them to me after my whole day of work :)

Joey's I-phone shut down when she was reading my blog, haha :)

我们分手不是因为我们不在爱对方，而是因为其它原因，

我明白你的苦忡，

我也不想一直和你拖拖拉拉了，

 我觉得我每天都在重复我对你说的话，

虽然是心里的话，

可是你听久了， 也许你已经听腻了，听闷了.

Trying To Forget Someone You Loved Is Like Trying To Remember Someone You Never Knew.
Its Hard To Wait Around For Something That You Know Will Never Happen,But Its Hard To Stop When You Know Its Everything You've .

Credits to Ming Siang :)

Today, I met this Shuqun guy, initially I just wanted to say hi to tell him that I am from Shuqun, then I just told him I am working for organizations, then he asked me where is the ATM machine, then he got withdraw cash for me, 10 bucks, I quite shocked, so I praise him why u so generous cause he is just a student, then I tell boss ( which is also ex-shuqunite ) haha. Then he asked for my number, so i gave him, cause I thought just normal friends, I am surprised to see his msg ' he said ' erm can i tell u something, you are cute, I just hope that we will get to know each other and understand each other better, do feel free to look for me when you are sad or anything, i can lend you my shoulder Very funny, I showed it to Manager and Boss, they laughed also, cause is like we met less than 15 mins?

Anyway, Bro in law & sis don't allow me to work anymore :( Sad !!! They say I am da xiao jie, shouldn't go out work and stand at road side, what if people see me, they sure will laughed, especially bro in law is so well known and Sis have so many rich tai tai friends. I told them I cant stop work immediately and they actually said they will pay for my salary, just don't want me to stand under the hot sun anymore.

Cant wait to meet the kit kat breaker family on Saturday, they are coming over to turf city for steamboat, Our usual hang out place :) Shall hope that I can take 2 hour leave as suggested by Huang Wei Jie. Oh ya, My sis asked me this weird question yesterday, she asked if Jordan is my boyfren. HAHA.

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I would like to thank everyone for your concern :) I am alright :)

I miss the time when i wake up  to morning call you, it has become a habit for me to wake up @ 6.30 every morning. I am glad to hear that you say you miss me too :) I am glad that you actually wanted to keep your promise :) I am glad that you actually willing to come meet me when I say I miss you.

Today went to Safra Club to play pool with Jing teck, Zhi Hui & my Master ( the one that have been helping me and willing to teach me everything :P). Jordan & Raehanna overslept, perhaps they are too tired. I got a deep cut around my arm because of Wei bin :( After that Ming Siang and friends come joined us. I paired up with Ming Siang then I asked Zhi Hui to pair with Yong Sheng. After pool-ed & dinner, went to meet Irene @ JP, I wanted to play Air hockey but the table was too small, so we played car racing, so fun :) HAHA. Then after that we went to play with the sweets machine, we so noob, don't know how to play, so i asked the uncle to teach me,then I anyhow pressed, in the end get 4 sweets, treat by Jing teck, 50 cents for each mentos, cant stop laughing about it.After that went to Mac to slack till 11 plus, as Irene was craving for Ice cream, we took lots of pictures. Take a break with them. Then we saw Ian, He still remebered me as drunker :( sad case, I am not drunk on that night, just that I am too high on that night, haha. I went piercing again, thanks wei bin for letting me to grab ur hand :)

I still love you. I still miss you. You're still the one that will come into my mind when I wake up every morning. I still remember the smell from your clothes, I miss the smell. You always say that when i need you, you will be there but you are not there for me last night. I know that you will not come find me but still I want to try the 0.01 %.When I found out the truth, the reason why didnt you come to meet me, I am disappointed, I didnt expect you to lie to me.

I went to salon to do my hair, I love my new highlight of my colour. I bet the reason why the hairsylist would choose copper colour for my highlight is because he can see from my face expression that I am sad. Haha, or maybe he overheard my phone conversation. He said ' I will choose the copper colour for you. so that you will looks more happy and fresher.' Since I do not have a clear mind, I cant make decision, I let him do whatever he want to do for my hair, whatever he said, I just agree with it.

Ming Siang have been asking me to go Wavehouse party since morning, so I called Jordan and Wei bin to go with me. Sorry guys, it is the first time Siu Wai is so unsteady. I asked them to go with me, in the end, I bombed them. Then around 7pm, Ming Siang still sent msg to persuade me to go, he offer free ticket for me. So around 8pm, I decided to go, I use lass than 20 mins to change and makeup. Then went to meet Raehanna @ Jurong. She hugged me tightly when she saw me, she says she love my hair, I love my hair too. According to Amony, new hair colour, new lifestyle :) Oh ya, initially I actually asked Eleanor to go with me but too bad she is busy.

Then meet Jordan and Kenneath @ Vivo, since we missed the last tram service to Sentosa. We took cab in. I would like to apologise to Ming Siang cause he waited for me @ taxi station for 40 mins as I promised to arrive lastest by 10.30pm, yet 11pm I still havent there.

Haha, when I reached there, I got this depressed look in my face and the guys is trying to cheer me up, I cant join them cause my heart is with him. Haha, then they say just because I am moody, the more I should forget everything and relax to play. I tried for about 20 mins? And I stopped. I went to the corner, watched the fight. Haha, I laughed when I see the hyper face from the guys. The girls on stage were damn hot and there is this girl that asked me and Raehanna to go up the stage.Afterall, the best clubbing place that I love the most is still Zirca. The pathway from Wavehouse to Taxi station was damn far, Ming Siang sent us there. Haha, Jing Teck and wei Bin were not there to piggy back me sia :(

Raehanna was caring, she went to 7-11 to buy food for me. When Raehanna was at 7-11, Ming Siang talked to me and trying to cheer me up. Haha, we were at taxi stand but there was a group of ang moh guys that stopped the cab, lucky the driver stopped infront of us and ignored them.

I wanted to give you a goodbye kiss but I cant, sorry.I am glad to know you :) Thanks for the night, ticket and etc, sorry that because of me, you didnt enjoy much :)

I would like to thank all my besties for being there to cheer me up, talk to me :) I made a big mistake but I didnt regret for it.

I love you deeply, I treat our relationship seriously. I read your message over and over again and I cry whenever I look at it, I am not as brave as what you think of me. I am running away from fact.

Siu Wai & Shu Wei. We went for interview @ Chevron House-Raffles place, guess what, history repeat, HAHA, we get cheated again same as last year, when both of us heard that the event is about selling charity coupons, I don't dare to look at Shu wei, cause I know if I look at her, I sure will laugh non stop, however I still accepted the job cause better than going shopping everyday which I am already bored of it. Went shopping, I am very satisfied with the stuff I bought today, love the nail polish, love the furry thing for my monitor screen, love my eyeliner, love my earing :) After that we went for the Sneak Preview ' Day Breakers' as Shu wei's brother won two free movie tickets. Starting of the movie, I was frightened by the sound systems, then Shu wei kept laughing. Walao, I so dan xiao pls.

Oh ya, I saw Wan lin @ SP today, She gave me a warm hug :)

当你不开心时，你为什么要自己默默承受？当你不开心时，我的心很难受，我觉得我猜得到你不开心的原因，可是你却不承认你不开心的原因， 而你却不喜欢我这么去想，我只好装不知道，让你静一静。我不要你再说任何一句对不起，不要再说都是你的错，好吗？我愿意接受你的一切。

Actually I am quite satisfied with my results eventough is not that good but at least I passed :D

Sammi sprayed my hair :(

When is my turn to get results, I told Mrs Quah and Mrs Wang that I am too anxious that I cant sign, then Mrs Wang replied,' I scared later when you see the results you too happy cant sign ah'.

Most probably I am going to MDIS. I cant believe that I got a B3 for science, super shocked :O I put in effort for maths but yet I got C5.I called my favourite teacher- Mr Mohammed, told him i got C6 for art and he was shocked and he replied ' are you sure, impossible. I apologize to him, I am guilty, he helped me so much, everytime when I cried, he tried his best to help me but yet I still got a C6.

Chauffeur asked how much i got, then i said 21 then he replied ' Like that means ITE already lor, no where no go '. I am so upset when I heard this :(  Bro in law and sis told me that actually I don't need to worry at all, cause before I get results, I have been saying that I want go MDIS from morning till night. Sis said ITE = Its the end :P

I still remember I used to joke around that if I choose nursing course is also not a bad thing cause I can meet a rich doctor boyfriend. Then my sis will be standing at the house door to wait for me to come home everyday to give me dettol to sterilise before I get into the house :)

Dear, I miss you all the time, I enjoy waking up early in the morning to give you a morning call :)  I just want to be your perfect girlfriend.Once I hug you, I just cant let my hands off from you. I don't want you to always stay up late just to chat with me and affect your studies kay, I know you're trying your best to show me how much you love me, I will trust and love you too <3 

Tuesday- Went out with wei yi ( she came to SG) , its been 4 years since we last met. We went to Bugis.

Wednesday- Out with Bestie, Clare Jie, Superman and Junze.Went to Far East Plaza to have our Wonton mee, our favourite when we were working @ Tangs.

Thursday-Out with Zhi Hui.Went to Bugis, someone shouted my name, it was Jie yi and her boyfren :P Then went to Far East. Then chauffeur came to pick us up and went home to fetch family and headed to my sis rich tai tai's dinner.

Zhi Hui's daily jokes.

If you happen to see your friend at shopping centres, the first reaction must be " What're you doing here', the best answer would be, ' duh shopping luh'.